What do you want to be when you grow up?

I’ve just rounded the corner out of my third decade, and I’ve hit a strange crisis.  Up until this point I’ve always known what I want to be when I grow up: a missionary.  I want to get paid to share the gospel.  The gospel is preeminent, foundational.  The paycheck has always been secondary.

So it’s tough to think  in terms of benefits and 401-K, as I have been looking out at my options going forward.

I feel pretty marketable in church circles, in that I am a worship leader who is also a bit of a tech guy/jack of most trades.  I can fix the wireless network and code the websites and help streamline interoffice communications, in addition to leading the music on Sunday mornings.  So, I’m not really concerned about being able to land a job somewhere in churchland.

But I just quit my dream job, and most of the places I’m looking at now are either part-time or not in my dream situation (denominational/theological differences that would likely become an issue, need for a Masters degree of some sort, etc) and so here I am at a crossroad.  I am not going to jump at the first ministry job out there, just for a paycheck.  I’d rather work at Starbucks or Harris Teeter while I wait on my dream situation than to get roped in to a less-than-ideal vocational ministry situation.

Which leads me to the same question I faced as a 3rd grader: what I want to be when I grow up.  Back then I said I’d like to be an artist when i grow up.  I didn’t miss it by far.  My 3rd grade heart knew that ultimately, I want to be creative.  22 years later, I now can confidently say that I not only want to be an artist, I want to be an artist who is focused on creating, because I serve a creative God.  My heart can’t help but to image and promote the creative heart of God.

So now I just have to figure out a way to monetize that.  In the meantime, I’ve put in some applications at various spots, like selling cell phones (let’s face it, I am always talking about iPhones and Android phones anyway, I might as well get paid to sell them…).  I am very excited for the next step, and interested to see how tossing a new baby into this mix will affect things (I’ll let you know in a week and a half).

Bottom line, if I show up at your door toting a Papa John’s box, you’d better tip well.

Your Ministry Might Not Need a Web Page.

As somebody who is contemplating getting into freelance website design, this may be a bit of a marketing mistake for me, but:

You might not need a web page.

In fact, until you can give me a clear vision for how your website is going to be used, who the target audience is, and how it directly functions alongside your ministry’s offline objectives, you are not ready to have a website built.

90% of the time, what folks tell me they want out of a website could be better accomplished (and for free or virtually free) with a concentrated facebook campaign.

Unless you are into content creation online (blogging, vlogging, podcating, etc) and therefore need to “own” your content, you don’t need a webpage.  If you want to create a space where members in your organization can discuss, interact, get a feel for the distinctives of your group, and be digitally introduced to you, you can often do it with a facebook page far better than with a webpage.  Why? because your members are already on facebook.  Stats are coming out every day on how often folks are visiting facebook.  All of them agree: people are on facebook a LOT.

Why try and get them to leave facebook to come to your site?  What can your site do that facebook can’t or doesn’t?  Until you can answer those questions (and I don’t mean to insinuate there are no valid answers to those questions–you are reading this on a non-facebook site), your money and time would be better spent formulating strategy for your online presence.

Once you have answered those questions, then dump money into the project.  But just like you wouldn’t spend $3,000 on sound equipment without a clear vision for how that equipment is being used, you shouldn’t spend a dime on web design until you have a plan.

But once you do have a plan, and if you find that plan includes a need to branch away from facebook, don’t skimp on the web design.  Pay a good designer good money to develop a site that does exactly what you want.  There’s a reason a good designer can pull in $3,000-$9,000 per website.  You get what you pay for.  And with all due respect to the kid from your church that can design a site for $35, he’s not an expert.  Hire an expert with proven skills and results.  Find someone who has done what you want to do (google it) and find out who designed their stuff.

But you have to convince me you need a website in the first place.

What am I missing? Am I way off base?

Why I’m still Uncomfortable with Location-Based Stuff.

If I could draw a 3-5 mile circle around my house on a map, and then facebook/twitter/foursquare/gowalla would never report my exact location inside that circle, I’d be way more comfortable with location-based stuff.

I just don’t want to make it easy for folks to find out where I live, so that when I tweet about not being home I invite robbers/vandals.  I know, you can find my address online (though I’ve personally gone to some length to try and make it more difficult, and if you do find a spot that has my address online, I’d love to know about it…) but I just don’t want every 5th tweet to be geotagged with my home address.

Can somebody make that happen?  I’m eager to share my location when I am away from home.  But I am not going to turn on and off location-based applications every time I leave the house or come home.  It can’t be that hard to develop a “safe zone” that just tells people that I am in the town, without sharing my precise location.

Eight Years, One Month, and a Couple of Hours.

In August of 2002, I drove my Nissan Maxima (that I nicknamed “minima”) back from New Staff Training in Winter Park, FL and started raising support for my ministry with Campus Crusade for Christ.  I was a single guy, comedically overconfident regarding my abilities, excited to go where God had called.

Over the next 4 years my teammates in Murfreesboro got to watch a magical transformation whereby I changed from a really disorganized, painfully self-unaware kid into a slightly disorganized, moderately self-aware adult.  God used my time and teammates on CCC staff at MTSU to do a ton of overhaul in my life and heart regarding adulthood and responsibility.

I met my bride in August of 2005, and married her 9 months later, before she could find out what she was really getting into.  The time we spent on staff in Asheville, NC was so formative in our marriage, as we got to see marriage modeled by our director, and folks from our amazing church.  We learned what it meant to strive for balance in life, juggling home life, ministry life, and eventually parenthood.  Through it all, the support network of fellow CCC staff was so instrumental in teaching us things like conflict resolution, effective communication, and rooting us deeper and deeper in the gospel.  We’ll always look fondly on our time in Asheville, and the life-long friendships we forged there.

The past year has been a lesson in perseverance, faith, and perspective.  We persevered to the bitter end in raising support, and God taught us much.  We strengthened our faith muscle as we prepared to step into the unknown.  We gained such great perspective on issues like calling, vocation, and finances.  We’re still smack-dab in the middle of most of those lessons, eager to see where God has us next.

Tomorrow is officially our last day on staff with Campus Crusade for Christ. (um, please continue giving until November, though–just to be clear) But rest assured that no matter where we go, it’s because we are being sent there by CCC.  I wouldn’t trade the life skills, relationships, and experiences of these past 8 years for all the money in the world.  I am overwhelmed with a sense of gratitude.

For a couple more hours, I can still proudly say “I’m on staff with Campus Crusade for Christ.”

What is the Bible Primarily About?

Saw this video over at Zack’s place.  Like him, I have been floored by reading the Bible through this lens.  The Old Testament is an Easter egg hunt that has been so loaded with eggs it’s unfair.  Once you start to see the Bible in this way, it’s pretty awesome.  Please take a few minutes and let Tim Keller blow your mind, and like Zack said, if your pastor is not giving you this kind of stuff on a regular basis, kick him in the hind-parts.